NotYourEverydayLife

cold day

2005-11-22T19:19:00.000+08:00

its been a cold day.had my final paper today.science paper 1.mcq.wasnt really difficult tho i still struggle on some questions.especially chemistry.physics really surprised me.during my time in sec school, i thought that physics would be the hardest subject coz its totally boring.but well now actually it seems easy.probably coz all it needs is alot of common sense.probably coz i dunt have any back then.probably thats why its difficult. the downpour today was awesome.it rained since dawn and it still is when im writing my entry rite now.the cold air really gets to me.i was shivering in the exam hall becouse of the cold.geh.. i have to get my clearance form signed.else i wunt be able to ORD.sigh.. i wanna clear my leaves.next week gonna be my last week.woohoo!! and thats why i need to get the forms signed as soon as possible.ill try to get it done by tomorrow.theres ACCT mock test tomorrow,so no choice i have to be back in camp.bleah.. speaking of ACCT, tink ive forgotten most of the moves.propbably will be in trouble.oh well watever. ill manage i guess... my cupboard got lotsa rubbish.have to clear them as well.i stuff everything inside.its kinda messy compared to teh rest.heh.. well tahst gonna be an easy job i think... well then.. till tomorrow comes.. peace..

bunkmates

2005-11-16T19:51:00.000+08:00

im nearing the end of my ns life.let me talk a little about my interesting bunkmates.first lets talk about my section IC.iqbal as is called is a really infutiurating guy whom id like to ignore.but seems hard coz most information are passed down to him and i have to talk to him to get the information.he really annoys me. talks like he knows everything.theres this guy in the bunk who is very good in checkers or dum as we always say.somehow or rather nowadaes he cld lose to anybody in thebunk now.yes i admit they have become stronger.but this iqbal aka IQ here cant beat him and he says taht now everybody can beat him coz now we know how to play the game.rite.he cant beat this guy yet and he talks like that.well u get my point. the second bed next to him is me.so lets skip the bed and talk about the third guy, ridhuan,and he is the dum champion in my bunk whom i was talking earlier.yup.well anywae he irritating.hes alot more into retro and is a real old skool kinda guy.and hes irritating.well im not really close to him.so lets move on to another guy.rifai.aka budak gemok or fat child.this guy is one funny joker.really.he can make his mistakes look like normal when its actually not.hes juz so relax.the onli thing that gets him mad is when ppl persist in telling him hes fat.haha and hes an angry guy when he dosent have food.ok next to him is the no.1 guy everyone likes to hate.hes the wackest,lamest guy ive seen in ages.hes girly girly.and he wears pasar malam clothes to camp.which is a nono.pasar malam clothes are really a nono.he rides KR.and u know wat nickname he got? hes called "kental rider" or lame rider in malay.hes probably got teh most nicknames amongst us all.. im not goin into that tho... haha.. aight talk more about this lata...

soccer--a boring game?

2005-11-13T10:05:00.000+08:00

soccer.lets talk about soccer today.soccer,football,futbol.. "the beautiful game".. bleah.. its juz one more sport to me now.whereas i used to actively play soccer,now i find it really boring.really.y boring?becoz people in my camp dunt really gave me the chance to play!thats y.and knowing that there are people who made the game like their own,just irks me.my secondary skool,siglap sec. is known for its soccer prowess.and when i got into ite,people were like amazed by my skills.my skills are like wae wae higher than theirs.it was simply fun to run around them.so yea football hasnt really died inside me.its more becoz there are people who made the game unbeautiful,thats why i stopped playing.oh im a a manchester united fan thru and thru by the wae. chelsea can juz go eat my crap and arsenal can juz go and die and liverpool..lets not even talk about liverpool. but man u plays like crap now.seriously its irritating.but they won against chelsea so im not gon complain much.even if they won by luck.a win is a win i say and u chelsea fans out there, dunt give me the crap and complain.before roman abromovich took over,how many of u were actually chelsea fans??rite.ok i tink i should stop talking about football. argh...goin back to camp tonite.suckkkkky....two more weeks.cmon juz two more weeks to go.hang on.jiayou. gambatte.bleah..who am i kiddin.

my rants for this week.dunt mind me..

2005-11-11T11:32:00.000+08:00

well well.. had my last paper for this week.and that paper happened to be the most feared by me.maths paper two.damn.well actually i felt like paper one was wae more difficult.but then again... probably about the same. didnt finish quite well.had a few questions i went blank till the very last minute then i remembered how to do them questions.oh well.guess ill be comin back next year.hahax.im gon be a regular customer it seems. man..im craving for nasi padang nowadaes.haix.how come theres no malay food stalls near my place.damn. nasi padang,with the sambal goreng....whoo... wunt that be nice... hmmm... ah crap.i hate talkin about food i like.now im hungry.jeez. listening to graduation song made me realise how much i really missed secondary school.really.especially secondary three and four.man those were the times.those youth days.days when things were happening and never really happened.days when u get to sit outside the principals office.days when u got caned infront of the whole skool.days when everyone knows who ur crush is.days when ur crush juz got crushed by ur best friend. days when u wanted to study,but in the end postpone it till the nest day and when next dae comes,postpone it again.cycle continues.and in the end u end up didnt studying at all. those were the times of my youth.i could still remember the tears forming when i pass the gate that day(i dunt remember which day though).at that time i thought it was probably best to get out from the skool as soon as possible.but now i tink those were tears of missing everything about it.how i wished i could get to secondary school.reminising about those times...juz well... yea.now ive lost contact with 90 percent of my skoolmates.damn.even freindster dunt help much. yea..enuf with the reminising of times. another day comes.another day to look forward to. rite...

english was way too ez,geog was way too difficult

2005-11-10T12:02:00.000+08:00

yesterday's English exam went by like chocolate.seriously this has got to be the most simplest O level exam yet.The questions were like erm..simple.. yea..wen other yrs u have to really search for the answers,this time time around the answers were liek right infront of ure eyes. if u didnt get the answer then u muz either do NOT know how to read or ure practically blind or ure juz dumb.paper one and paper two were outright simple. even a preschooler would say so.nah if preschooler would know then they muz be geniuses.rite.enuf wit the poops. today tho was a different story altogether.man,this is the first time i did geography without having to sketch anything.and when i compare my answers with the rez, mine looked like peanuts.i mean,wow,they were using liek what,6/7 papers..??mine was like juz two.haha it made me looked dumb.oh well.cant really say much here.im juz a private candidate.and sitting in the examination hall,with nothing better to do, i looked at the students and it got me thinking...are these really...16yr olds..???? they well, they sure dunt look like one.they look ...erm younger.is the next generation all gonna look like this..??hmm... oh well.doesnt really matter actually. and how the hell did i get into thi stopic anyway.... ahh... lata then.. i wanna go to the singapore design festival....

Chemistry

2005-11-08T10:56:00.000+08:00

Chemistry was a lil bit weird juz now.weird coz its somewhere in the line of i dunno how to do it and this is chiken feet..rite rite. well but sect B was especially difficult for me.but thats probably my mistake for not really studying!! waited till teh very last minute to get my acts together.and by that i mean well really really last minute like half an hour before exam starts... oh yea.. wats the gases that pollutes the air again...??carbon monoxide( CO3) and ...??? haah.. hmm.. well tmrs english.probably the onli saving grace for me in this yrs o level.id kill myslef if i dunt score well here. Juz hope everything went well tomorrow. weee... taking leave for the whole of this week. haha gonna come back refreshed than ever. and of coz itll get harder for me to get back in. feels like taking MC. hmm... well then..all u demented fools..enjoy your hols.. peace.. ahha

Black Monday

2005-11-07T12:07:00.000+08:00

aaaargh!!!maths was hell juz as i assume it would!!damn!!man.. how am i supposed to get past this obstacle... crap... i thought this yr i cld at least get a C6. but thats seems a lil farfetched now.with my standards rite now,D7 would probably be the best i cld master.heck id be grateful to even get a D7!!Tomorrows Science paper.i HAVE to do well.. damn damn damn damn damn!! Fuckin im losing my confidence already..bleah... this is a black monday for me.sigh... have to buck up. And one more thing..Damn stupid layout wunt be done properly!!im having trouble at the very last bit!!and im askin Sarah to help me too.well i know shell be able to do it.todays probably gonna be another same ol' boring day.. have to find something fun to do.or maeb hopefully somebody interesting will come and visit my family.ahhhhhhh watever..

Maths a Problem..

2005-11-06T19:03:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the "O" level exam proper.First up is maths.Im still not good in it.But ive been practicing it and it doesnt really seem all that difficult.All i can do tomorrow is to give my best and hopefully my luck will come in handy..haha.. yea whatever.. Today alot of of people kinda visit my house.Its overpacked actually to tell u the truth.The house is already small and with abt 4 families in it,its like being in a sardine can.. bleah.. and of all people,I have to do the dishwashing.. double bleah.. but im not complaining. with my no good brother of mine doing nothing ,somebody in the house have to do something and that somebody is me i guess... Well tahts onli possible during Hari Raya.If its not Hari Raya then u can bet ur sorry ass that im not even goin to be in the house helping.Id probably be outside enjoying the sweet smell of carbon monoxide and yea.. u get me.. oh well.. till then..sayonaras..

Exam hell

2005-11-05T00:53:00.000+08:00

Its been a while since i last update my blog.Been kinda busy lately and hadnt had the time to blog.And besides, theres nothing of interesting events to talk about.Basically my life since i last blog has been a stalemate.Time probably just stopped for me.Just last monday i had my Mother Tongue "O" level Exam.I say I did pretty well.At least on Paper 1.haha... Next week starts the week of exam hell for me. Theres Maths,Science ,Geog and English exam..sigh.. Have to do well els i go back to square one.ahha On another note..Hari Raya Eidulfitri just arrived.A month of fasting is over and a month of forgiveness starts. First day of Raya was wacked for me at least.Wasnt the bit fun at all.Most probably coz i had to book in to camp on that nite.bleah... Oh yea,I also figured out something.I think i may have been too impulsive and that just insnt good..She probably got a shocked and thats y shes not really talking to me.probably.Life changes alot quicker than u think.And i learned taht a tad too late.Sigh.Im trying with all my might to remedy the situation,but im not really sure how to do so,which makes everything i did a waste of time.probably.I liek her.Yup.I like her.But does she like me?sigh... i wished i knew... Seriously i miss her.Stuff happened and i hate myself rite now... Hopefully things change for the better in the near future. Till then....

2005-10-24T10:13:00.000+08:00

Sigh.. I dunt really know what is happening.Im pretty much confused. It started all so well then suddenly it all came crashing down.Maybe its something that i said, maybe not.But yea, i miss her.. She's i dunno... feels like shes tryin to avoid me as much as possible.ahh... what am i... im confused....

dots

2005-10-19T21:41:00.000+08:00

Haix.. Im doin my guard duty with a super irritatin imbecile who is super low on self esteem.. I hate havin conversation wit him.. Keeps on thinking wat ppl mite sae to him.bleah... sigh.. why do i keep on bumping into these kinda aliens... man... and damn it all.. hes a poser for goodness sake.. i mean yea sure i like hip hop... and stuff.. but i certainly DO NOT imitate the style of the rappers like he does!!sheesh...

Juz wonderin..

2005-10-19T00:42:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i wonder wat it really means wen we said, ''we'll be there for each other''.. Sometimes i feel lyk those werds were juz meant to give hope.. To relieve of someones pain. But what if tat person already had someone in mind and ure not included? Den will hope turned into hypocrisy? I dunno.. Feelin kinda weird eversince i got discharged from e hospital.. Its lyk as though something very important's missing from all of these.. But i juz cant think of any rite nw.. Feels lyk im mixed up..haix..

gerls soccer

2005-10-16T20:41:00.000+08:00

was down with flu today.. but thats no surprise.. im a walkin flu virus.. heh... well anywae.. today the downpour was like the wholeday.. terrible... yea.. besides that.. the Prime minister came over to punggol and well there are fun and games to celebrate his coming the interesting part was watching the gerls playing street soccer.hmm.. I dint know there were gerls here who play street soccer .kinda good i have to say.but of coz most of them are butches.. and they looked ugly.. haha.. but the real gerls do look nice tho... and now im sounding like a pervert.. which i am not by the wae.. they could give we guys a run for the money..yea rite.. haha.. but they are good tho.. i respect

freestylin--FUCK U FUCK THEM FUCK THIS FUCK THAT

2005-10-15T17:46:00.000+08:00

FUCK U FUCK THEM FUCK THIS FUCK THAT what is these? are they just toying,playing with me? am i now just a toy to them? a chess piece in a chess game? well,fuck u,fuck them fuck ur uncle sam my life isnt what it used to be its juz isnt the same damn them for toying with me for playing with my heart i can see now all u wanted to do was to be apart and not be a part of me i thought this was it,destiny i thought i finally cld be happy but sad to say, happy just isnt the rite werd it never ever occured to me that id get kicked out by ur boot oh shoot now wat? wat now? fuck this fuck that all u ever care was the stats! wat am i to u who am i to u i wanted to know juz what the fuck i mean to u u can say this say that but its all excuses u made up u never wanted let me know that u fucked up the whole show juz when i tot things were goin rite for me and then suddenly i get to see the big picture u were juz using me ur feelings for me were never for the future its juz temporary relief im a substitute,a reliever im never goin to believe you ever again all the pain inside im having a hard time keeping u by my side know wat u can just die!! my feelings for u just died! THE END the above mentioned isnt true at all.its juz freestylin shit that i wrote.if i offended anyone or anthing im sorry. and if anybody thinks that maeb im talkin abt him/her then theyre wrong. lyk i said its juz freestylin shit. and thats abt it... sayonaras...

Its about her

2005-10-12T21:47:00.000+08:00

For u id cross e werld fo u id do anythin pls b my gerl ure my gem, my diamond,my pearl. ure special to me. its a miracle to know ya its destiny and now i want to b ur protector, ur lifesaver, ur lover ur knight in shining armour. ill luv u forever, together well b frens. forever till e end. Juz wanna c ur face tats wat i want to embrace. ill keep my promise to you. ive prayed my whole life fo smone lyk u. thank god ive finally found u. Ure an angel in disguise, a princess...in my eyes.... damn..thats crappy... haix... cant seem to put the rite werds nowadaes... used to be able to freestyle with ease... hmm cant do that anymore i guess... well... yea..

Feeling Awkward

2005-10-05T21:53:00.000+08:00

haha crap.. finally confessed to her that i like her.dosent seem good.the confessions probably shocked her. haix that is why i hate to confessed to someone.becoz i dunt lyk the feeling of awkwardness betwwen us. probably should have realised sooner that friends and relationship dunt mix. felt like a dork rite now. but im not regretting my decision to confess. maybe i was abit too uprite. but that is how i am. how or when the feelings started..im not really sure?was it late last year?was it this year?when was it?i cant remember.well the truth is i cant remember much.my memory span is abit short. but my heart has spoken.i like her and thats abt it. im ok if she dosent like me. but itll be bad if she stops talkin to me altogether.mayb she thought im a freak?haah.. sigh..hopefully she dosent think taht way abt me... well as long as were still good friends im happy with it. ahahx..... well yea...... sigh... i dunt like this feeling at all.........

i want to be with her

2005-10-03T06:23:00.000+08:00

finally goin back to camp huh?been quite a while and since then alot of things have happened but i tink im ok.. been confused for a while. but i now realized that i really really do like her afterall.. the only thing im not sure is weather i could really take care of her.im more scared than confused if really commit myself.not becoz she might run away with another man or anything but becoz im teh one who might run awae when things arent goin so well.who am i kiddin.. even when things are goin well,i still might run away.. that coz probably im feelin insecure inside.. But if i dunt take this chance then i might never have another.a bright,beautiful gerl rite in front of me... what should i do...?the feelings is nothing like ive experienced before.my heart trembling,aching inside.its bubbling even more .. and i realized onli one thing.i really want to be with her.dunno if itll go well. but seriously, i just want to be with her.....

my confessions

2005-10-02T21:00:00.000+08:00

I fall in love love with you...how long has it been since then? My feelings have only been getting stronger. I wonder..have you realized how i feel..Even though ive never said a word.Its like droplets of rain falling down,gently continuing to fill up higher and higher.Hold me tight.. if this is how it feels.The feeling of falling in love with someone. Then I never wanted to know that feeling.I love you... I cant stop my tears from falling.. In that case,then you should never have entered my life. I wonder how long wil i keep thinking of you..my breath is fogging up the window glass. My trembling heart is next to the lighted candle and melting now. I wonder if it will survive...?Hold me tight, so tight that i might break. so that when we meet in the frigid gale if a blizzard, i wont be cold anymore.. I miss you... I think of you so far away, im here alone holding myself tonite... If the rain keeps on falling forever, will it wash away my feelings for you..?The feeling of falling in love with someone..I never wanted to know that feeling...I love you... its filling up my heart.. I want to shout to the winetr sky.. I wan tt omeet you rite now... To be with you for eternity.......

Haircut + Cellphone not usable

2005-09-30T21:20:00.000+08:00

Had my haircut today. Really crappy. Crop hairstyle. Suitable for ARMY life. Sucky. Thats pretty much what i did today. Boring life,I know. Not just my hair that got cut today. Cellphone line got cut as well. Double Sucky.

Losing Touch

2005-09-29T13:25:00.000+08:00

Crap.. Juz havent been able to design anything lately.. be it graffiti or photoshops or sketching... none.. just what is it with me this month?! im like losing my touch... thats liek freakin crappy.... have to buck up.. probably needs more practice.. i dunno.. or maeb ill just see wt happens next month.. hahx.. well watever.. i tink that after a long layoff the touch is gone and i haveta restart all over again.. here i am, a guy with no talent, a guy who hated art during skool and now here i am someone who is designing something... time changed people i guess... what the fuck am i blabbering about... who am i kidding...

Expressing opinions

2005-09-28T12:00:00.000+08:00

I thought that blogging was the place where people could express their opinions on everything--racial issues,poverty,sports,cultures and the likes.But now i have doubts coz now every body is pointing finger at each other and u get kids being caned in school,people get fired from their jobs... Its like u can share your opinions but its limited?what the hell... Know wat?u guys should just try to bring the blog thing down.. Itll satisfy u guys,no..?("u guys" refers to those who cant take critisisms,abused etc.) I mean u cant have everyone liked u rite?theres bound to have someone who have a grudge against u.. Why?Becoz nobody is perfect..!!! Becoz we are HUMANS!!thats why we bitch!!tahts y we gossip!! nevermind.... dunt think u people understand anywaes. .so y bother...

Plague

2005-09-27T02:37:00.000+08:00

Uneventful days are plagueing my life nowadays. Seems like theres nothing much to do out here.Kinda boring dosen't it?Well yea.It is. Ive been sleeping,sleeping and sleeping and missng out on the great things in life. Imean sure yea,i love sleeping but maybe im doing it to much for my own good?sleeping for like 14 hrs,not sleeping at nite at all... turned nocturnal i guess.. and the most sucky thing is that im spending my vacation break in my own home.. sux dosent it, when i could go out and have fun..rite fun... Ive got a week more to go so i really do hope i changed things around...

DIE!!

2005-09-22T22:20:00.000+08:00

today was just like any other day ever since i came back from Taiwan..slept like a log and dosent feel like waking up at all.. if my mom hadnt wake me up i guess i wouldnt have woken up at all.. and woudnt had the chance to write this entry... Actually slept quite early yesterday and still woke up late..at ard 2.53pm that is.. hibernating is more like it.. yea.. all i can say is im catching up on my sleep after all those early wake up calls in Taiwan.. yea..but am i overdoing it?haha.. i dunt think i am tho.. anywaez.. shall tell u all what i dreamt last nite.. Had a dream that i was killing someone..yea.. and that person turned out to be a buddy of mine in camp yupx... ahha.. i guess after all those remarks he said to me, i secretly wished he wld juz die... haha.. oh yea before u think anything know that im not a psycho and i dunt alwaes have this kinda mentality... but those who makes fun of my name..artzero.. i juz fuckin wished they would die.. haha yepx.. juz kidding...ahhax..

Fuckin Exhausted

2005-09-21T19:36:00.000+08:00

Book in timing to camp was at 8am..Guess wat time i had to woke up..??Yeah..5am.. urgh.. Groggy morning.. And seriously though..come to think of it, it was pretty dumb to book in that early when we could book in a bit later.... all we did in the morning was to clean up the area and did nothing else. The real reason as to why we came back at all which is to take care of the stores only starts at 2pm... and to make things worse even though the whole company is called back.. only half were actually doing something teh rest were sleeping their hearts out.haix... And since it starts at 2pm.. the thing will most definately finish late which it does and we only gett o book out at 5pm... crap... doing all the hard/free labour plus the lack of sleep really exhausted the hell out of me.. slept all the way during my destination back home... ahhx.. thats how tired i was... crappy....

Winning Eleven 9--Nerve wrecking

2005-09-20T09:06:00.000+08:00

Went to Orchard today for the first time since i came back from Taiwan.. Well.. seems that Orchard really hadnt changed at all..Still a an acceptable place to hang out altho the buildings,shops,events are getting boring to me..Really, Orchard needs a revamp..That way it'll attract alot more ppl which in turn will attract more customers which means that it will bring in more revenue for the shops,rite?im rite arent i..??yea well whatever.. well today gave Dee her bday present which i hope she like it coz i had a hard time figuring out which pendant to get for her...... yea... haha.. My review for Winning Eleven 9 Winning Eleven 9 is undoubtedly the best soccer game ever made.Gameplay is superb,control wise better than before..but it is definately irritating the hell out of me!! Why, u say? It's coz the bloody results wunt go my wae!!im almost on the verge of breaking ,my PS2!!Seriously this installment is wae waeeeeeeeeee harder,the difficulty level has been upped by a couple of notch..and im only playin the level 3 stars.. Have to improve on my situation awareness i guess.. But its in japanese and i can only read so much..so thats a problem.. i hope the patch system will be up soon...... coz i really need that.. yea...Sigh...

TAIWAN PHOTOS...

2005-09-16T05:45:00.000+08:00

Recently a friend of mine commented that i didnt take care of her as much as she wouldve liked.. which actually kinda irritates the hell out of me..said that she treasures lil stuff.. like talkin over love life, and sckool werk and stuff...yea yea yea... POINT IS HOW THE FUCK DO I KNOW OF UR PROBLEM WEN U DON'T TALK TO ME ABT THOSE??!!!AND ITS MY FAULT NOW??!!all i can say is fuck u.... yea.... maeb i dont really show it much.. but i really care for her... u people juz dunt get it... u already know that im reserved,quiet and talks only wen needed.. and i felt that people ur age, need indipendency.. thats y i dunt bitch around telling,nagging abt the werld.. coz i respect u.. thast y i do these kinda things.. coz i felt that shes able to take care of urself without me bothering much thats y i left her by one side... but know that wen it comes to crunch time... know that ME-- I'll be the one taking care of her..not ur bestest friend or ur bf or anybody els.. thats coz U are PRECIOUS to me.. u big lil dumb freak.... im disappointed that she feel that i didnt care for her..... well yea.. ive got lotsa things to comment on..but i think ill juz keep the rest of them wit me... dunt want the whole werld to know yah..? ON ANOTHER NOTE... My god damn PC juz keeps on havin adwares and spywares..which is frustrating the hell out of me.. slows down the already slow computer till it reached the breakin point...what should i do.. should i juz format everything?? or wat..?for now think ill juz go with "or wat"... yea... yea i did promise u guys my photos in taiwan.. so here they are... in the bunk... dog got hit by rabies desease??urgh... me and the hot dancer... TYPHOON!!!but thats sky's nice... cool?? tokyo or orchard?nah.. its juz ximen ting... real??nope.. its a miniature... got u dere didnt it...

mad traffic

2005-09-13T12:47:00.000+08:00

Quite a while since i last updated my blog huh..?yea..been thru quite a lot in the last few weeks.. ATEC juz ended.. and we got an evaluated grading of 2A.. high low.. thats the part i dunt know.. but well... it was shag alrite.. nth have been tougher than this.. i guess all sg men have to go thru this.. kinda fun actually wen u tink and look back at it.. seriously.. Anywaez... seems like Taiwan is definately prone to typhoon.. got hit once rite before ATEC.. nad then got hit again.. juz wen we were about to go for our RnR.. sheesh.. My comments on Taiwan..?well their people here dresses alot more better than in singapore.. fashion sense is secnd only to japan i tink.. but the downside abt Taiwan is that the traffic... whoo... sca---ry....... !!i mean.. how can a car goes into the other lane..???!!tat was liek woah...and their motorist.. i dunt tink they have any licence..xept for their licence plate.. lolx..here.. motorist packed the roads everywhere u go... i tink bikes here is cheap.. uhh.. yea anywaez tink i better keep my comment sto muself lest they beat me up... .. heh... well.. yea.. ill upload the photos wen i get back to Singapore.. finally.. tomorrow... goin back home..cant wait anymore.. miss home.. miss my family.. and miss her....... sayonaras to TAIWAN!!!!!!!!

typhoon... rumorsz....

2005-08-30T01:52:00.000+08:00

Goin out to kenting lata.. dunt think they have much to offer there cept food.. heard tat theres lotsa food stalls...... so probably we re goin to eat and eat and eat..... but enuf of tat.. maybe ill update abt this sometime lata... anywaes....... theres a rumor tat typhoon might be coming to taiwan again.. which means tat itll destroy everything....including morale and spirits... argh!!meaning tat we could be doin ATEC in singapore.. then wat the fuck are we training in taiwan for..? for fun?? crap...... pray tat the typhoon wont hit us.. pls....

Achivement--update on the eagles climb

2005-08-29T05:46:00.000+08:00

crap... the initial part of the walk was already tough... killing people as it is.. with the law tube on... thast even more damaging... but i persevered and carry on thru the nite.. and the satisfaction from it was rewarding.. seeing the taiwan streets from above.. tat was smt u cat really do in singapore... but wat the fuck... climbing that idiotic mountain... managaing to touch the clouds and stuff... wow..... bleh..... but the next dae.. well actually the morning after the walk.. the heat was ynbearable... if we had walk thru that kinda hjeat... ppl would die...... seriously... but.. we didnt..and so we didnt die.. and tats abt it.. fuck off......

2005-08-28T04:25:00.000+08:00

tdy v relax... nth much to do except slp.. and prep. for BME.. even tho weather is hot i still slp like a log... sweatin my ass off tho... heard that tonite the climb will be even steeper tan the previous one... think its doubled.. but watever.. just one mre exercise to go before atec.. and then its goin home time... yea...... FUCK EVERYTHING....

eagles climb

2005-08-27T03:03:00.000+08:00

did the eagles climb ytd... fuckin hell.. 4 km my ass... mre like 14 km... smre up the mountain... thru the trail and upo the mountain again....... liars... but itsan achivement tho to go tat far top wit v little water ... tiring but i tink itsfun... but dunt as me to do it again.. or ill knock ur head off the mountain....

moonrise

2005-08-23T01:47:00.000+08:00

saw for the first time a moon rise... and wow.. the view was awesome.. it was splendid.. i mean cmon.. u dont get to see tat in singapore.. rising from the mountain top...whoo.. great view.. anywae.... todae seems rather slacked but still shagged coz have to keep on running up and down the mountain trail.. and the trail isnt gentle...... but all overs and doin good.. cant wait for atec to come.... aiya....fuck la.. watever....

fuckin hell....nonsense crap...

2005-08-21T01:25:00.000+08:00

One of the main reasons why in recent years the Singapore Government has always ensured that their Miss Universe representative were of tertiary level education or higher was because of the following incident which occurred not too many years ago. It is the final round of the Miss Universe Pageant and the 3 finalists, Miss USA, Miss Malaysia and Miss Singapore are being asked 3 simple questions: MC: The first question is name me an electrical appliance starting with "L" Miss USA: Lamp Miss Malaysia: Light bulb Miss Singapore: LADIO Judge: No, no, Radio does not start with the letter "L" MC: I am going to give you 2 more chances; The next question is name me an animal starting with the letter "L" Miss USA: Lion Miss Malaysia: Leopard Miss Singapore: LABBIT Judge: No, no, no, Rabbit does not start with the letter "L" MC: I am going to give you one last chance, if you answer this question incorrectly, you are disqualified. Name me a fruit starting with the letter "L" Miss USA: Lemon Miss Malaysia: Lychee Miss Singapore, with full of confidence, smiles and says: LIEWLIAN !! This is not the end of the story, the Judge consulted the board of judges to determine if Miss Singapore should really disqualified; and they decided that since Miss Singapore was having as many problems with the letter "L", the decided to give her another chance. Judge: OK, the final question is name me a human anatomy starting with the letter "L" Miss USA: Lung (applause) Miss Malaysia: Liver (even more applause) Miss Singapore: LAN CIAU Judge: ?????????!!!! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Top 10 reasons why there are no sex scandals in Singapore... 10. Can't even be naked in own home, how to have sex? 9. Ah Lians don't exactly turn our leaders on. 8. Our leaders are cloned; no need for sex. 7. Hotels in Geylang no longer allowed to rent out rooms by the hour. 6. Sex not one of the 5 C's. 5. Oral sex still illegal in Singapore. 4. SPGs only go for foreigners. 3. Kiasee - don't want to get AIDS 2. Amended Women's Charter can bankrupt adulterous men. 1. And the number one reason why there are no sex scandals...Still confused over condoms and condos.

Taiwan..........

2005-08-20T08:40:00.000+08:00

currently at taiwan... fuckin hell..weather so hot even tho its alwaes raining..bah.. wat the hell... well... training... peeps here is really..super friendly towards sg soldiers... yea.. its really nice tho..and yea.. the mountains wow!..nice..even tho its really steep....... but wat the hell... nice scenery..and fresh air.. ant find that in singapore anymore... so so far so good... doin well... ... yea watever....

LAST STRETCH

2005-08-13T20:38:00.000+08:00

"this is it.. the last lap.. the final stretch.. one wae or another we are goin to complete it..." these are the werds frequently used to talk abt Taiwan.. yea.. well oblivious to these werds all... still i'd rather not go... its fuckin siong.. so why should i go wen i cld rest and relax here.. given, theres goin to be R&R over there but so what... i probably could find the same thing in Singapore... yea... but got no choice... Ive got to do it.. I have to go.. Coz I won't be a burden to them.. By not goin I already am.. so yea... Im goin to make up for that in R.O.C. Well then... at 2am sunday morning ...flights off... yea... so all of u who knows me.. well thanx for the encouragements.. and for those of u who dosen't know me.. wish me luck... im gonna need all the luck i could get....................... Thanx a zillion trillion.....

2005-08-02T12:10:00.000+08:00

talk abt crap... uve heard abt those news on the grrl bloggers rite..?posing nude and sensual and watever crap there is... To all that is critisizin and to all that is listening... ITS THEIR FUCKIN BIZNES TO DO THAT!!and cmon its their life.. dunt make it any harder for them... ure not helpin urself either by critisizin them... ok what fuck... On the other news... that bomber who got caught in Italy must be a really dumb fuck... who in the rite mind would wanna give awae the real location of the bombings...?that be just plain stupid.. if it was me id divert all attention to me and maeb sae theres gonna be lots more bombings in other parts of the werld or smt... stupid idiot... yea...

Rooms a Garbage..

2005-07-30T11:32:00.000+08:00

hmm... ive thought abt this for a long time..i tink i wanna try wakeboarding... it looks really coool and simple i tink.. coz most probably ive tried skateboarding b4 i guess.. so i dunt think holding my ground in wakeboardin will be much of a problem for me.. but its an expensive sport and i dunno where to get the money rite now... maeb ill rob a bank?haha... On to the other news.... my appartment..well actually its juz my room..but anywae..its really in a mess... things juz keep on pilin up... looks like a garbage dump now...ahah.. mums been nagging me to clear up..but problem is im not home of teh time.. so cant really clear those shit stuff...haix...............

FUCKERS STOLE MY HANDPHONE

2005-07-29T06:01:00.000+08:00

ARGH fuck fuck fuck fuck FUUUUUUUUCKKKK!!!lost my handphone.. most probably stun by others while im sleeping..cant believe it..its an old model ..a ragged piece of crap and yet ppl still wants it..what can they do wit it anywae?sell it?its zero value!!!! Fuck piece of shit... losing my handphone isnt that much big of a deal to me.. but.. losing the contacts inside the handphone..well that could cause an uproar!!shitheads.......... FUCK THEM!!

Bummer....

2005-07-24T21:07:00.000+08:00

Been bored outta my head lately.. Cant seem to figure out why though... Must be the season of boredom... Havent done any graffs lately either... and damn shit i tell ya.. my Mother Tongue O level Oral Exam totally sucks... Big Time i tell ya.. I mean c'mon... They give me questions that im not able to answer!! im serving national service and how am i suppose to know which tv programmes is good for the brain currently...??!!! Thats like a bummer....

same shit different days

2005-07-18T04:55:00.000+08:00

same shit different days....sigh..... oh well..... sigh........ aight.signing out....

You Reap What U Sow

2005-07-17T10:34:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.... I discovered that if u stopped writing for quite a while, say 5 yrs its hard to get back on track.. yea like me rite now.. And thats why I have'nt had teh slightest idea what to write right now.. Bloggers block u say?yea maybe thats true.... Ah well..... Think ill just write abt somethin...but what thing??!!! Oh yea recently i saw this banner in punggol sec which had a gerl quoting "I realised my potential".. Appearently she got six distinction for her o levels last year... well im not one to say but how can u realise ur potential?? the only thing she got six distinction is coz she worked hard for it.. you reap what u sow.. Is realising working hard a potential?? how cld that be.... Oh well... im just stating nonsense i guess... Go Figure....

What's the Future Gonna Be...?

2005-07-05T20:03:00.000+08:00

My Encik(my CSM actually..)asked me what i want to become after ORD..Basically my future..What i will do with it..He seems worried that I'll go astray or something.. But ive reassured him that I'm going to be successful.So successful that I'm not goin to return for reservist.Hell no way i'm goin back to army life.Yup Yup.. Well anyway i told him that after ORD i'll get my diploma in IT--most probably grpahic designing..then I'll be my own boss and opens up my very own clothing line.. Urban Art Collection complete with the tagline,"style is not to be compromised."hehe Well thats my big dream and I'll keep on moving forward with that dream in mind even if none believes in me..I'll move a step forward slowly but surely.Yea..haha.. "Think this is stupid?Think again..." "I won't ever give up even if I'm at my wits end.." "In fact,I'm gonna get up stronger than ever........"

Haha...whatever...

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2005-07-03T16:12:00.000+08:00

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Yea I know.. Have'nt updated my blog for quite a while.. been busy.. Touch down in Singapore on the 24th of June '05..Had a break after that and only get back to traing on Tuesday.. kinda hectic after that though... preparation for ATEC stage 1 has already started and now we'll be having granade throwing sessions for like everyday and everytime.. which is a waste of time i think..Anyway.. Life still goes on and I'm still contemplating weather or not to go for Ex Starlight..which is in Taiwan... should I or should I not chao keng..?Hmm.. that is what been bothering me for this past week... Training aside, I'm beginnin to realise that my [campmates/buddies/brothers in arms] kinda looked down on me.. I'ts frustrating but I'll just pretend that I don't realise that for now..Just to see what happens next.. If these people think they can step on my head and walk free they should think again..Just because they are gangsters/ah bengs/mats dosen't make me inferior to them... Yea..whatever.. Its been a long tiring week.. And it'll be a long tiring week starting tomorrow..sucks... Aight then...

2005-06-17T15:00:00.000+08:00

preparation for outfield tomorrow.. not much thing to do... except packing the field pack insertin the necesarry mission items and its heavier then wen we actually trained... that basically sucks.. but well we wont be carryingt he field pack so i guess its ok... yea... gotta slp early...

2005-06-16T15:00:00.000+08:00

WE GOT A [BLACKHAWK] DOWN!!WE GOT A [BLACKHAWK] DOWN!! well actually not really.haha.. But we did able to ride in the [BLACKHAWK]!! It was SWEET!! Now how many sgreans can say that??! WOOHOO!! After the [BLACKHAWK] ride, we went for nights off to the [Big C supercenter]. its like our NTUC fairprice.. Spent quite a lot dere and bought a few stuffs here and there....ahha..

2005-06-15T15:00:00.000+08:00

Opening ceremony.boring and we had to stand there for quite some time under the blaring sun.. other than that we had our first interaction wit the Thais...DAMN FIT!! WATTAYA WOOT!![for those who dosent know..thats actually the command for present arms in Thai.. much like our hormat,hormat senjata!!]

2005-06-14T15:00:00.000+08:00

Rehearsal for teh opening ceremony tomorrow... Didnt really do much today...juz acclimitizing to the super duper hot weather...u can sweat even wen doin nothin....

2005-06-13T15:00:00.000+08:00

Finally landed in Bangkok,Thailand.Not much of R&R,more of a tour of the city of Lop Buri.Its practically a monkey town.Anywae we went shopping...Bought a brand new old skool [adidas stan smith] and then got punished coz was late!!Punishment includes severe push-ups... ARGH!!!

Thailand...

2005-06-12T18:16:00.000+08:00

Goin to Thailand for training tmr.. dunno how fit the thais are but im sure they are fitter than me.. well not so much abt the training.. all im lookin forward to is the R&R... how much shd i bring... $100?$200?$250? hmm... im goin to shop till i drop!!yeah!! ahhax.. comin back on the 24th of June.. and takin the SQ.. so yea.. its a free ride.. and i guess itll be fun over there... ahhahax...see ya!! Thailand here i come!!

everythin ok for now...

2005-06-12T02:03:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. finally did my own blog skin... got kinda irritated in the beginning but [everythin ok for now] that is... Haha.. nth much today ..juz that i bought a new [quiksiver] bag..and i love it... been wanting to buy tat bag since forever and finally ot my hands on it a few hours ago...weeee!! =][= ! Other than tat hmm..oh yea... this cabbie almost got me killed... he fell aslp along the road to my house... He drove UP the curb!! And I was lyk...WOAH!! ifrantically tried wake him up... and wen he did finally come to his senses he said tat hes tired.. been driving since morning... or smt lyk tat... THAT MY FREND...WAS A SCARY EXPERENCE!!!